As I've said before I've been living with my granny forever. And she loves me soooo much, as if I were her actual son. It is kinda tough to get her to understand that I'm ready to move on. Let alone mentally prepare myself to live on my own, you know? So for me to state I'm going anywhere, she's as vigilant as that one dude, Richard Gere in Brooklyn's Finest. She asks, why. She says things to make it seem like if I left the house would collapse on her head. I just brush it off and try not to entertain it because she'll win. Not that it's easy or anything, but I understand that I have to do what's best for me.
So, the breaking out part. The scheme. I plan to be outta my grandmother's basement at least before Thanksgiving of this year. Where to go? Well, I've considered a lot of places. New York, Florida, maybe even Illinois. Somewhere with a lot of people. Because honestly, here in Maryland, you've gotta know a shit load of ppl to keep tabs and be able to go to these rinky-deek parties. And I only know a few folks. Sooooo, bored as shit.
I'm saving money like never before to prepare myself to leave. That's a change. I look at so many things differently because I simple take the time to learn about it. Music, television, games, cars, people, etc. That's a change. As I realize I've been slowly changing, I've also realized I like it. Not because of the simple fact I'm changing, but because it makes me more of a knowledgeable person. I can understand more about different things without a biased threshold, or one sided view on certain subjects. So I'm into the change thing. A lot of people should not only consider it, but do it because our existance as the dominate race depends on it.
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